|This makes me very happy|
The week-of-the-race anxiety has begun and I'm feeling a mix of emotions as race day approaches. My goal for this race is to PR, which means crossing the finish line under 1:46:48. My training lately has been going well and I've been feeling really strong in all the workouts. I know I am capable, but I'm scared. I'm scared because I know that means returning to that pain place, and not giving up when my mind starts to challenge my body.
When I PRed in the half marathon last May, I was ready, I was excited, and I was confident. I felt the burn in my legs, the fatigue, and the struggle, but I didn't give up. I was determined to cross that finish line under 1:50. And I did. Following that race, I struggled through the rest of 2013 to find that same fight and determination from start to finish of a half marathon. Instead, when things got tough, I got frustrated and doubted myself. I gave up.
|Dove gets it. I have to too.|
This year I've already taken some pretty big steps to improve my health, my confidence, and learning how to believe in myself. I'm ready to find that fight and determination once again. I'm ready to see what these legs can do. I'm ready to let go of the doubt. I'm ready to race.